Day 2!

Bad breastfeeding experience... she bites toooo hard!

Day Uno!

pop tart has popped!

Alhamdullilah... i have delivered! Baby successfully landed on hospi bed at 10.41am on 15th Apr 2013.. i had mild contractions ttnite.. strted at bt maghrib.. n got worst arnd 1am.. at 1.30 nasri did e milo n egg shiok drink. N scary mary pains started at 1.40.. at 10 to 15mins intervals.. we came to hospi at 3.15am n got admitted abt 3.30.. dilated to 1.5cm.. n then at abt 6am i was dilated to almost 2cm...at 7 they brought me to labour room n got me on drips.. i was also given general painkiller.. tt helped me SOOO much. I cld sleep a little. I was given gas also.. then i cant realli remb when serious.contractions strted.. all i remb was i had e urge to push n e nurse told me not to.. cos e hole might get swollen.. unfortunately, i cldnt resist n juz pushed. Nasri was beside me calming me not to push.. but i cldnt resist. Alhamdullillah nothing happened though.. i got my baby out in a couple of pushes.. feel so blessed for e easy delivery

Juz a day from my due... n no signs of popping yet. Cervix has only opened to 1cm... i guess she is too comfy inside. Hehehe...

Mummy Returns...

Smhow.. when things seems to be ending, u realise it was only a vicious cycle.. i thot by getting my side down fr periyappa's 40th, things will get abit btr... but juz looks like things will get messed up again.. i dont know. Even nasri is nt consoling me or giving me any strength.. i feel so weak n skeptical. I juz wish he can give me a helping hand. Hold my hand n tell me 'we r in this together. We'd work this out. I'll help u'... but instead, he's juz blatantly putting e truth on a rusty platter... it hurts. Not feeling too good... im juz getting sandwhiched between both sides. but no matter wat.. i can never ever bear for dad to be scolded.. for his head to hang loose. Even if he deserves it.. i can never see him tt way