ENUFF is ENUFF!!! SeriouslY!

Haiz..im tired. Very emotionally tired.Enuff is enuff - seriously! Mum n rashidah came over on sat. n things got only worst! Mum was not even serious at the first go. She was rude to mama also. She said we r like naatamai parambarai in ooru.. n i was a born kodeeswari.. alot of stuff la. she also mentioned abt the london bastard like 3 times. Mama was cool at first n he got heated gradually. when mama askd mum to list out 1 bad quality of my husband, she said 'oh, every1 has their flaws'. How uurghh!! She kept saying tt london guy wantd to give building n jewellery. n mama said if i had gotten a local gal for my son she wld hv earned 4-5k. now ur daughter is jobless.. n tts a huge point for my family.. mum lookd at me n said ' paathiya... sor podratha solli kaatrange'. mama said if it was me i wld hv chased her out long ago.. my son is taking care of her so well... n she said.. oh ok.. then mama said..' enna ithe? magen sethalum parava illa, marumagel thaali aruthalum parava illene solreenga' ... n when he said if u cont talking like this i can mk this the last time u seeing ur daughter..n my mum turned to me n said..' see, this is the last time. ur ok with it?' wat the fuck..seriously! when mama askd cant u guys even hold a nikkah? She said..oh, all my son's acquaaintances will ask, wat mapillai, wat ooru.. bla bla.. wat will i tell. ya allah! I realli dunno wat she was thinking when she said tt. but she made things worst for me now.. husband is not even ready to patch back now. he was atleast considering previously. rite now. its a no-no! Achuma msg me.. saying ur mama spoke so bad abt vaapa n u kept quiet? when ur mama told mum to bring u, ur hubby juz kept quiet.. seems he loves his dad more than u.. cant she even think?? if i speak, it will onli mk things worst! how will it even help the situation?? n she said, ur mama call u a danda soru! Throw all the money u earn on his face! I said tts not wat he meant - when mum spoke abt the building n jewellery, he spoke abt this thing. she was talking abt his gains n he spoke abt his. but wat was ur intention of coming down? it onli made things worst now.. it has not even helped the slightest bit.. n she replied.. aft all he said, this is ur reply?mum was supporting u in fact. u lost ur self respect to them. i think even if they ask u to stay thr w/o seeing us..u will agree.. i cried on my way back in taxi.. to think of wat kind of family u ended up with.. but now i think this is wat ur worth... its not her gain u stupid! its ur loss... (hahhaa, wats my loss? That london dog???) n i replied how was mum even supporting me?she talking like tt did it even make things btr? how will my husband who treats me like a queen feel when he is compared to the london guy?? he beats up his wife! I hope u guys noe tt.. try to think from my position or at least understand wat im saying w/o any prejudice.. u seem to be assuming ur own meaning... mama didnt speak 100% rite.. but mum must not have spoken like that. now who is at loss?? US! not HIM!! n bloody bitch can onli reply with... how u noe he beat up his wife? I said i have my sources... u can check if u want she replied..i noe this is wat u will reply... i will check AARRGGHHHHH!!!! How the FUCK did i live with these kind of MONGRELSSSSSS!!!!!!! I'm gonna give them 1 last fucking chance.. if they blow my hoots or raise my temper.. fucking arses! Im gonna tell my husband to call them.. n tell them not to disturb me n that their bother is affecting my baby! I'M JUZ FUCKING ANNOYED N IRRITATED WITH THESE PPL!

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OOKkkk.... let me see where i left! it was the phone call episode rite? a hell load of things happened after that (as usual) n my life, is EVER exciting! :P OK, sooo.. after that phone call day, i think abt 2 days later, my sis textd me giving me alot of advices bla bla bla..n i was trying to reason out with her..well, not really reason out but more like explaining n telling her how i feel. In the end, she only could tell me that: i) I cant be bothered to do anything to patch the 2 families up ii) I am being self content and am happy that i am happy. So, i cant bother about those around me I didnt give a damn about that. I have always known wat kind of a person she was. That nite, husband read all the msgs between me n my sis n asked me abt that the following morning. I told him wat all me n mum spoke... He was kinda upset that i am going thru so much n that my family keeps hurting me even though im expecting.. n he told me to do myself a favour n dont contact them or entertain them anymore. I agreed n said ok The next nite, sis msgs me that mum swallowed a card of panadols n was rushed to the hospi by my bro... I know that she knows that neither panadol nor pcm kills, but i dont know why she still tried that... but she was ok after that. she called me the day after n said tt she would like to meet me.. she n my other sis wanna come to see me (note: my other sis will be only accompanying my mum).. after some thinking, i told her a couple of days later that its btr that she comes with my dad n settles e probs at 1 go rather than visiting me with my other sis Besides that sucky prob, i went for scanning on Oct 6th. The little bundle of Barakath inside me is 5.6cm long...n was bouncing of from the bed of my uterus twice! it even waved. Mashallah!! I teared!! I never knew i would go thru this!! I thot i had hurt my mum alot n would never get a chance to bear a child. Allah is ever gracious! Subhanallah!