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Hasnt been an awesome day.. oh well,letme get back to heglucose test tt i left hanging yday... i reachd tt clinic at 9.40 n my 1st blood sample was drawn at 10.. n aft tt the nurse gave me this horrible horrible sugar solution.. thinkg of it juz mks me wanna puke!!! n then she drew my blood at 12 again.. i felt weird e whole day n my right inner elbow was blue back till abt 2-3weeks! back to today.. ive had diarrhoea fr past 2 days.. even this mrng but stopped aft tt. im feelg giddy n week cos i hvnt been eatg well.. i also went fr othura class today. e uztazah said i can recite well. masha allah Baby is now responding to my sounds n light. alhamdullilah tts a sign tt he\she is growing well... me n daddy actually discussed n decided tt i will deliver in sg since i got no1 to tk care of me during my pantang here.. but we juz found out tt bb cant get dual citizenship if born in sg cos stoopid msia wont accept dual citizenship * ohhh MALAYSIA pls grow up man!!!!!* n i dunno hw im gonna tell mum this... feelg so upset la....but smhow.. im juz consoling myself tt all gud n bad cms from allah... hope this is a blessing in disguise. At least this time pls

Im doing injustice to this blog! Seriously!! I actually wantd to update every day.. But look wat ive juz done!! Voh maai gaawd!! I didnt write thru out dec!!! Well.. Dec was a pretty exciting month full of ups n downs.. We were settg up e house.. Shopping fr furnitures almost every single bloody weekend!! In the end, all is well.. We got a fridge n a washing machine n a clock n a carpet! Masha allah.. Id share pix of them if i can.. On top of tt, we also gt our astro fixed! My empty house is finally getting its form n is now a place tt i can stay in fr a whole day! Im so thankful fr these... On the other hand,dear husband wanted to treat me to 500bux n i can do anythg wit tt.. Instead of gettg bags n shoes.. I went to get myself sm maternity wear..i bought 2 tops,2pants n a dress.. I juz simply love e dress!! On a sad note, Wira got injured in a fire accident below the block.. Well it wasnt realli an accident..it was smth done on purpose actually. Sm1 flamed up a bike n our car along with 3 other bikes got burnt :-( Next, our rezeki. Alhamdullilah, he/she is doing gooood.. Well, too good tt its too big!haha.. During my 25th week check up, heng said tt baby is as big as a 27week old. But mum told me not to diet n all.. Juz go with e flow.. I also went to perak rd clinic fr a govtcheck up.. They say e same thing there.. Cant really see gender n all..n also told me to do a glucose tolerance test since dad has diabetes.. It was a 3hr fucking test! Oh il talk abt tt another day.. Feel like puking now. Gud bye!