Zoobi Dooobbii Rampa!

Dearest diary.. Its been ages since i wrote. the last update was abt.. their visit rite?.. ok n now im reallllliiiii tired to list down things 1 by 1.. let me just write them in point form as i remb... 1) anisa's engagement was carried out very well.. alhamdullilah.. 2)ppl at home were talking abt my pantang n all.. mami said she dunno how to tk care of me so they wantd to hire a confinement lady.. n nasri felt bad. so he told me tt he is ok to give in to anythg tt makes me happy. which means, if i wanna go singapore for giving birth he's ok with it too.. he will come over n visit me whenever he can 3)mum n dad left to india on nov 20th.. i kinda miss them la.. no matter wat they did.. they r my parents.. 4)arussiya is preggy.. 2mths.. n no1 told me abt it.. until 2 weeks later..ahh! fuck it again! 5)baby is growing well..alhamdullilah..i can feel the kicks n punches now n then. n it was reallllyyyy bad today. i felt the first movement at Gama. weird..but yea..lol 6)shafi ordered a tin of murukku for me just cos i kept eating hers at her home. lol... 7) im getting realllli emotional n sensitive nowadayz..n picking a fight with syg often.. i realli feel bad.. he has done so much for me n this is wat i can give him? I cried during my prayer n told the almighty to help me control my emotions..n to love nasri like i have always did. i apologised to him after tt. alhamdullilah.. its btr now.. no 'upsetting' moments yet 8) I guess tts it for now.. i will edit this post if i remb anything more.. :D