Hurt-Say Sorry-N buy her a Starbucks

I dont know y.. im feelg so distant from him.. he seems to be a completely different person.. i juz feel like im with sm1 else but not the same Nasri whom I loved.... is it that what he said tt day affected me so much? or.. im juz so disappointed?

He smsd me last afternoon saying sorry if he has hurt me. i didnt reply. i didnt know wat to say. i had so much to say rather than juz an ok. he brought me to starbucks last nite.. i didnt hv the heart to appreciate it or even say thank u. all i felt was... a coffee juz to make up for the hurt? r my feelings that cheap??

i dont know. hope allah gives me the graciousness to forgive n forget...

Hospital Bag List...

There's my grand list!

But smhow, i dread packing cos it makes me so damn nervous...

Even he has sided with his dad now.. i feel very lonely. its juz me n my baby here.. same point many years later.
Let me juz deliver... once done, i will give them the baby n leave..

if they had any mercy on me.. even e slightest tt im a full term pregnant woman, they wldnt hv hurt me like this. father n son. both THE SAME!! I feel utterly disappointed with nasri.. he is nt doing justice to me as a husband. he will always be his dad's son. let me go! i dun need u or ur family. i dont need ppl who r merciless or cannot forgive sm1. as long as he is alive, he wont stop cribbing abt my dad. i shall leave. choose sm1 of ur own kind to suit ur son.

i have had enuff!

Onnu pomaa... onnu varuthu

Yeh kya re? Life is juz bcoming too packed n upsetting..mama sent an sms to nasri yday after nasri told him the excerpt of the Singapore event on Sunday nite. Seems he heard e story well but e bomb exploded onli e next day!

Really cant digest n accept how can he mercilessly say i arranged fr this drama? I onli had gud niyat. All i wanted is both families to be together.. all i wanted was peace fr my daughter when she comes.... but his sms juz upsetted me so damn much. Really! I cried alot...i nvr ever saw him as a Fil. He was a fatherly figure to me.. thinkg abt wat he said makes me upset till now... i refuse to eat today.. juz ate abit for the sake of my child..i feel so ashamed to eat in the house of sm1 who framed me up...

10 evenings in Singapore!

Yess! I went back home aft a yr!! It was very sad to leave dearest hubby even though I knew it was juz a 10 day trip... but i juz felt so sad leavg him.. i left on feb 21st.. after my GMC appt.. mum came to bring me home.. it was all gud n chill at home. Well received, ate alot.. happy n all... Nasri came on mar 2nd morn for Safeenah's wedding n we were scheduled to leave the next day. Kaka, dad  myself picked him up frm e airport.. dad n kaka spoke to him over lumch abt problems n all.. they apologised n alhamdullilah Nasri was cool as well. He accepted e apology.. i cld see a difference in his attitude towards them after that. Alhamdullilah. e wedding was a fine event. I was a proud wife n mummy. Hehe... we stayed tt nite n rashida's house.. on march 3rd mum served us simple breakfast.. n we left to airport aft tt..